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At dinner last night at the Luxembourg Gardens with Jonathan Safran Foer (Everything Is Illuminated), Nicole Krauss (The History of Love) and Joseph O'Neill (Netherland, which is the book Obama is reading), I realized something that should have been obvious.
When you're intent on something-when you look at it too closely or too often-every now and then you can't quite place it. It's like this with words. Stare too long at something as common as Hello: it can verge on the sense of trying to remember where you met.
And so. What I miss, too often, is how lucky I am to be a working novelist in America. These are, as the whole world knows, tough days for literary fiction. And it's never been the easiest career, even in boom times. Rejection. Financial uncertainty. Mean or dense critics. Good publishers that nevertheless have, at the end of each quarter, to answer to corporate bosses. Plus, the difficulty of composition. Blah blah blah. Everyone knows about this job, about the privations and snags of it.
But it's wonderful, too.
I like being in the company of other writers. I've found little (spoken) jealousy or pettiness. I think we all know what a hard field it is, and so are pretty kind to each other. And, of course, most good novelists are good talkers. Their minds make hairpin turns. (I admit that sometimes last night I fell off the edge of a conversation.)





